Friday 15 October 2010

I'm a shopaholic.

I'm a Shopaholic. Idk how long I've been one, but for as long as I could remember, I always walked out of the mall with bags and bags of shopping bags. I LOVE the mall. Its the most magical place in the world. I'm shopping for new stuff almost everyday. My shopping obsession is getting out of hand. And once I buy one item, I have to buy another and another, always clothes, shoes & bags. And the bad thing is that I'm a designer snob. If its not designer, I'll only wear it once or twice (unless its jeans). And don't get me started on purses. I'm not afraid to spend money on my wants. Its terrible. Right now, I'm looking through all of my purchases and I'm not happy anymore. Sure, I was happy when the cashier handed me the bag, but now, I feel empty and disappointed in myself. And I'm worried 'cause I know I won't be able to resist. I am obsessed with spending money and shopping. I don't know how to stop. I have been this way since I was young. I am 28 years old now. In a stable relationship and I have 1 daughter. I am a stay-at-home mom, my bf gives me all his money and I am making my own money by selling stuff online. Every month my bills are crazy. I have 3 credit cards, going to the mall is very hard for me, not when I get there but because I think of going all the time. When I am at work, I think of going to buy things. When I am at home, I think of things we need and I must go and get them. I don't know how to stop, and I don't know why I am like this. I have lotsa stuff at home. That is only a tiny amount compared to what I buy for others. Please, if you have any advice for me, or anyone does, I really need help. I have never heard of anything like this, but I know my wanting to shop like this can't be normal. I hide things I buy but it has gotten to the point that I can't anymore. I have also lied about where the items I buy come from or how much they were. The debt is piling up and still I don't stop. I don't want to live like this anymore and I just need some advice. It all sounds silly but I have a real problem. Please help. Thank you.

Friday 1 October 2010

Burberry London coat for Miyuki.


Miyuki's UGG boots will be arriving later :) I'm sure that she likes UGG boots 'cause they are cute ♥◕‿◕ And I'll be getting Burberry London coat for her. I know that she outgrow fast. Ok I don't want to sound like a brat but I hate cheap clothes. Well all my life I'm used to buying expensive or normal clothing. I love fashion a lot. I buy all kind of cute clothes for my daughter & love it when people compliment her. Yea, Miyuki is indeed a very lucky little girl.